my one day breakdown's over [ may 12 , 2O1O ]
yes i did cry a little bit during school, without anyone knowing.
wishing my best friend was here, i need some support or encouragement.
i was just starting to regret everything i did back in vancouver, including dating him.
& i just thought, i need to stay happy... just stay happy, and everything will be alright.
everything's just gonna disappear after a good sleep. wished it did, but it didn't.
and you know what i realized? kathie, some besties do backstab.
but there are great friends that'll be there for you, just whenever...
strangers, can be friends too. thanks minna, your words helped me. ;)
anna katz too, she was the one who posted first.
& her post made me smile, i felt great for at least a few seconds.
coughs~ and sam too, who posted only a few words. but at least you cared. smartiesicecream.

this guy made my day, i guess he stands out in the class.
he's hilarious, probably cause he's espanol. HOLA MI AMIGO! rofl.
and he reminded me of the days when me and kathie went to spanish class together
and skipping spanish class, and doing the day of the dead thingy together.
plus the fruitloops, the colorful rainbow-y tasty fruitloops were good. <3 ^__^'
i love you, kathie leong. my wifey for lifey. LOLOLS.

and no, kathie..! I haven't forgotten any of those things you said to me on the phone.
i still remember them, it's just that i didn't feel like waiting anymore. im impatient.
i really wish you were here though. :/
i haven't laughed *as hard as we did laughing at irishboy* for awhile now.
remember dying our hair together, and saying that we were doing drugs in the bathroom?
FLUSH FLUSH VIV, FLUSH. FLUSH KATHIE, FLUSH. we're gonna get caught
and the rottencupcake - Flip Justin, the "shanye" or "shayne"? OR "Shane"?
when we put on facial mask in my room? the scary movies we watched in my mini theatre?
my lil corner storage of food, the tinychatting times with Samster, Andrew & Sydney?
maplestory -wasting all our money on nx cards. feeling cool when you bought a 30$ nx card.
noobms - LANCEYPOO! him: its too common. us: LANCEYSHET! <3 doubt he remembers.
the pedobear, the grade 12s, timothy, william hoang + eric hoang = bros? naw.
eric tong + karen poon = love & our idols.
and our uberfail relationships, loving turns to hating? and liking irishboy at the same time?
your justin rottencupcake, kargiepoo, my nico lewis, and his friend... ewasin808. :)
sean's tattoos, andrew's abs, sam's cute voice, nick and sydney, our other bestie, jennytruong.
sticky pictures, going to the mall with anna, ben wong, dennis fan + david cong = lookalikes.
fat tony & cool tony, my tony, your tony. both tony nguyens. not actually ours.
julia the chuchutrain, and her other chuchufamilypeoples.
us getting mixed up by guys from templeton... "is that kathie? or is she vivienne?"
and more random shits... OMFG, 2O1O. KATHIE, DUCK! ITS GONNA FLOOOOD <3 ~

thinking about all those things make me happy. i miss vancouver, but if i come back to vancouver for school.. my mom would be alone. i don't want to leave my mom. :/ i love you all.

our anniversary: sept24O8